a microblog
existing in the world sucks and is hard sometimes, but at least there are redacted government documents in the public domain for me to mess with.
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current mood: sleepy 🙃
current location: in a hotel in durham, NC
currently watching: some twitch stream of a super mario odyssey all moons speedrun
Holy shit, apparently I can still super pull off being a cute girl when I want to. Playing a woman in a larp is a weirdly affirming experience, because I’m putting on femininity as a costume, as something fun that I don’t usually do. And when I looked in the mirror, I was so delighted and happy, but not in a way that makes me feel I should always look like this.
It’s like putting on a super cool vampire costume and then being like, “haha I’d make a good vampire.” You don’t actually, like, want to be a vampire, but it’s fun for a little bit.
Dressing up like a cute girl when I’m not one is fun for a little bit.
so the weird thing i’m noticing so far about microblogging like this is that there’s absolutely no built-in feedback mechanism. there are no likes, no retweets, and i’ve turned off comments. i keep feeling the urge to come back here and like… check something, but there’s nothing to check.
this is weird, but i think it’s good for me, honestly.
currently watching: the fifth element with adira
current mood: 😌